i just went to an exhibit i really wanted to go to, here's my response: Las aparencias engañan Really it was a garage sale with everything displayed, Although absolutely nothing was for sale Most people gawked Sucking the spiritual energy Like pac-man Not me The stuff made Me sad That she was now dead I thought of all the stuff that Makes me me Nail polish Scarves Sketch books Photographs Paintings Rings Bracelets Books Postcards I wanted to tell the annoying people To buy the book of the exhibit Taking forbidden cheaper Pictures With their stupid smartphones Pictures of old stuff Old clothes Old sketches Delicate, fragile things That Once Surrounded Life Photographs of dead things Photographs that could never Capture life

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